First And Last Day
above is a picture of my first day of school. i went into the bathroom in the student union because i didnt want to look like an idiot being lost on campus and looking at a map for where my next class was.
bottom picture is right after taking my very last final, first taking a lap around the reflection pond.
Phone: Motorola RAZR vs. iPhone 4s
Weight: 199 lbs vs. 209 (seesh) lbs
Gas price : $2.57 (hard to believe. but im pretty sure i remember correctly, i could see it from my room at p-landing) vs. $3.46 (its pretty low this week!)
Age: 18 years old vs. 24 years old
Favorite accessory: pukka shells (hah) vs. wood watch (and there’s a HP time turner in between)
Glasses: Ralph Lauren vs. Ray Bans
Listening to: probably Bloc Party. although i wouldn’t put it passed myself that i was listening to pharrell- frontin’ that day to keep my swag up. vs. Florence and the Machine - shake it out. such a dramatic theatrical song it seemed right to listen to it on my way to campus given the situation. coincidently this acapella group was singing this song next to the reflection pond after my final. i was in awe how it all just came together that day.
car i was driving: 92 Honda Accord vs. 07 Lexus IS250 (funny enough i had both and still do)
living quarters: p-landing, apt 25-105B vs. Stone Forest community
Class Subject: Theatre Survey vs. Thermodynamics (round 2)
i couldn’t even start to tell you what happened in between
15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?
avoiding the obvious, i think it’d be hard to give up my car. i’ve had to sit out a couple days without a car, and i hated it. my car gives me independence, freedom, control, fun, time to myself. i can enjoy the fresh outdoors, i can go see a friend, i can get things done, it can lead me to places. then add on the relationship i have with my car, and the fact that cars are a passion of mine.
The Bling Ring - Official Trailer #2 - Emma Watson
azealia banks + sleigh bells + emma watson mmmm
14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite/same sex, you love them or that you do not love them back?
that you don’t love them back. i’ve done it once, and i tried to do it was soft as possible. but you know in the end it has to end badly. tell someone you love them, there’s a chance it can end well. and maybe there is a chance they may deny you, but i rather have my heart broken that break another’s.
13.When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?
i havent yet. i havent told anyone how i honestly feel. its too difficult. i plan to change that, but slowly working to it. i don’t have the guts to say it, at least without a push
12.Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not?
mmm. there was probably a time where i’d immediately say yes, give up my job. and i might still. but if there’s something i’ve learned, it’s that you just don’t know everything. in my eyes that might be the right judgement, but i could also be meddling in something that isn’t my businees.
what if the boss believes in me to take the company to another level, to where they can re hire the employee? and what if the employee couldn’t do that in my shoes? what if this is what the employee needed to realize something greater?
i’ve had recently had a pretty low point in my life, but standing where i am now i wouldn’t want a helping hand out of that rut. i needed to be there.
11. Does love = sex?
no. to be equal is to mean that they are exactly the same, all 100% of it. do they overlap? yes, greatly. but there are parts that are mutually exclusive, and parts that are a bit blurry.
10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
yes and no. i have a friend that i feel is quiet similar to me, and i’ve had some great moments with her. but the one thing she had that i had too was this shy barrier that kept many lengths of potential from ever happening.
i may have a lot of character, wisdom, funnies, but im this closed box waiting for other’s to open. I don’t have the character to openly share, i don’t have the character to ask. i hope for a friend that know’s my potential and takes it. i’ve had that friend, and it was a lot of fun.
but if i had me as a friend, we would make small comments, but just waiting for that “ok” to take the plunge into a deeper relationship
these questions get deeper and deeper
9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not?
definetly, as long as he gets the perfect 1 hour. he died away from his family, and i’d easily give him a year of my life to have that. 1 year is a lot, sure, but that 1 hour can help heal the rest of many lives, for the many years to come.